Title: My Words s/a
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer
POV: 1st. Ryan
Summary: Ryan is venting on his Livejournal. These are the results (and thinks about if that person is going to ever see his post).
Disclaimer: Okay, seriously, this is not beta'd just because it says it in the text of why.
Author Notes: Based on a true story.




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( This Is It. )

Title: Let Me Taste My Mistakes s/a
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: NC-17/R?
Pairing: Brendon/Spencer
POV: Brendon's
Summary: Brendon has hurt Spencer enough. Spencer wants to show him what he'd done over the years, but Brendon takes it too personally.
Disclaimer: This is not true. Didn't happen
Author Notes: This is dedicated to: hearts_lust for our fic exchange =] and Kevin Devine's music for letting my mind grasp this inspiration that I've been lacking. This isn't beta'd, (for once in a lifetime. Sorry peeps.) but I think it's mostly good. This is the most dramatic I've ever written, so hope you enjoy. [Character death/suicide included]

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( Let It All Crash )

Title: The Roses on His Chest s/a
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: R :D
Pairing: Ryden
POV: Brendon's
Summary: The HCT is still going on, and the Ryden relationship could need some help.
Disclaimer: This is not true.
Author Notes: Yes, the rosevest is back slashers! hahaha
This was beta'd by: hearts_lust

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( Read more... )

Title: White Light Fever (s/a)
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: NC-17 (from mentioning pole dancing)
Pairing: Ryden (faint Joncer?)
POV: 3rd
Summary: Keltie and Ryan break up for a reason and Super Brendon saves the day! (I stink at summaries.)
Disclaimer: I really don't own anything.
Author Notes: Northern Downpour's lyrics are included. To hearts_lust for editing, and suggesting the title. It's from the lyrics from My American Heart. And the ending is from one of the Panic vids when they were recording their first album. I hope it rings a bell...

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( You Are My Secret Love )

Title: This Is Our First Time (Standalone)
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: NC-17?
Pairing: Ryden
POV: Third, Brendon-centric
Summary: Ryan comes back from a fury and finds out something straight from Brendon's heart.
Disclaimer: I don't pwn, mkay? lol
Author Notes: Thanks to hearts_lust for editing! :D

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( We Are the Love Factory )

Title: Make Up Your Mind, Before It's Gone [35!/35!] Last Chapter!
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13-NC17/R
Pairing: Ryden
POV: 3rd person
Summary: Four boys, Jon, Spencer, Ryan and Brendon are seniors and best friends. The senior prom is coming up. Who will they bring to the prom? Will everyone attend?
Disclaimer: Don't own... Wish I did..
Dedication: To Denisse for this story. Thanks for the suggestions girly! For hearts_lust, strlight_fics for editing. To the readers that have read my story from the beginning, and leaving comments! You guys are awesome!
Author Notes: ...OMG! It's been too long since I first wrote this (omg scaryyyy), and now I'm going to finish it for REAL! I hope none of you didn't forget this fic! =[ Hope you all enjoy!

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( Whatever Happens In Vegas, Stays In Vegas )

Title: Time Is Running Out And I Still Haven't Figured Out Quite How I'm Gonna Reach Perfection [s/a]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13-NC17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Brendon
Summary: Mornings are never going to be the same after this conversation.
Disclaimer: Fake.. Don't own. Mpreg is included. If it is a sensitive subject, please choose wisely before reading.
Author Notes: Not beta'd, but hopefully there's not a lot of mistakes in it though. Title belongs to some of the lyrics from Eleventyseven.

( Including Someone Like You )

Title: Make Up Your Mind, Before It's Gone [34/35]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13-NC17/R
Pairing: Ryden
POV: 3rd person
Summary: Four boys, Jon, Spencer, Ryan and Brendon are seniors and best friends. The senior prom is coming up. Who will they bring to the prom? Will everyone attend?
Disclaimer: Don't own... Wish I did..
Dedication: To Denisse for this story. Thanks for the suggestions girly! And my beta, raleighsarusrex (thank youu!) To the readers that have read my story from the beginning, and leaving comments! You guys are awesome!
Author Notes: ...OMG! It's been too long since I first wrote this (omg scaryyyy), and now I'm going to finish it for REAL! I hope none of you didn't forget this fic! =[ I will be posting the last chapter, I just thought some people would want to read of what happens in the end. Hope you all enjoy!

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( Don't You Dare Say Goodbye )

Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [9/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: raleighsarusrex for betaing and helping me out so much with this chapter! ...And to Brendon for his belated birthday. :]


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Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [8/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan blushed and beamed as he faced Brendon. He looked into his eyes and took a deep breath.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: raleighsarusrex for betaing!


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Title: A List For You [s/a]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: NC17?
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd person, Ryan's, then 3rd person
Summary: (God, no wonder they call it Starbucks; you have to pay five dollars or more to just get a cup.)
Disclaimer: Not true...
Author Notes: Thank you for the rockin' strlight_fics for betaing!

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Title: Make Up Your Mind, Before It's Gone [33/35]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13-NC17/R
Pairing: Ryden
POV: 3rd person
Summary: Four boys, Jon, Spencer, Ryan and Brendon are seniors and best friends. The senior prom is coming up. Who will they bring to the prom? Will everyone attend?
Disclaimer: Don't own... Wish I did..
Dedication: To Denisse for this story. Thanks for the suggestions girly! And my beta, raleighsarusrex (thank youu!) To the readers that have read my story from the beginning, and leaving comments! You guys are awesome!
Author Notes: ...OMG! It's been too long since I first wrote this (omg scaryyyy), and now I'm going to finish it for REAL! I hope none of you didn't forget this fic! =[ I will be posting the last few chapters, but don't worry, I never forgot about "You're the One I'm Loosing." I just thought some people would want to read of what happens in the end. Hope you all enjoy!

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( Summer Time )

Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [7/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: “I thought I would never get to know you.”
“Guess the blanket was the glue for the both of us,” Brendon giggled.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: Liz for helping me with this and raleighsarusrex for betaing!


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Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [6/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs, tnksfrthmmrs, guyliner_rox and raleighsarusrex.


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Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [5/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs, tnksfrthmmrs, guyliner_rox and raleighsarusrex for betaing! =]]


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Chapter 2

Chapter 3

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Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [4/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs, tnksfrthmmrs, guyliner_rox and roadsidefury for betaing! =]]


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( Ryan was certainly in for a crazy roller coaster ride )

Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [3/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs, tnksfrthmmrs and guyliner_rox for BETAing! --- see at bottom for more AN.


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( I'm Desperate of How I Can Survive Without the Thing Will Keep Me Alive. (Blanket Addiction) )

Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [2/?]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: This unbeta'd (again...) and I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs, tnksfrthmmrs and guyliner_rox --- see at bottom for more AN.

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( A Step Closer... )

Title: Planet Love [2]
Author: makeapanicscene and yay_for_gays
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Gabe/?
POV: Switches
Summary: Two worlds mixed into one.. See for yourself =D
Disclaimer: We don’t own anything, yo
Beta's: raleighsarusrex & ryrolovesbden
Author Notes: This is our new inspiration. Hope you like! Dedicated to xstockpiledmmrs who's one of our number one fans of this fic and for being the best.

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( Ice, Love and Friends )

Title: You're the One I'm Loosing [Standalone]
Author: makeapanicscene
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Ryan-centric
Summary: Ryan wants to go out in the pouring rain and feel alive for once.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Author Notes: This unbeta'd and I wanted to write something hopeless and lonesome for a change. This is dedicated to: xstockpiledmmrs and tnksfrthmmrs

( On a rainy Monday..I feel it inside me. In the hopes of one day )